Lost In Beauty-

Tuesday, October 05, 2004

shuo sori...neva update veri long le..jux takin some tym out to rite 1 post..now exam period mar.muz study hard le..i wanna score 5A1's again..muz keep up the standard worxz...haha...stress sia..budden fer mi own gd..my own benefit..cant wait fer exams to b ova...can finally relac le lor..dere will b shuo muc tym 2 slack n relac lor..so as well study hard now n it'll pay off..tads bein cleva....haha...she tink she vv mature..o-men...plz..so fuckin...she dunoe hao 2 tink ish more lik it larhx..no brain..oni noe hao 2 1 part...dunnoe e otha part..useless larhx...poor ting worx..i c her *****, i wanna laugh le..e prob izzn't whether she wanna hav nort, ish whether hu wan 2 hav it wif her..haha..muachahaha..i'm juz tad evil..coz i dun tink she deserve tis..all e love and tots...she takez it fer granted..1 great big fuckin dedicated n tad suit her- P.A.T.H.E.I.C...okay...dun wanna tok bout her le..frenwship..i scare e prob cums again..at first..we were gon stable...close again..den nw cums J n S..nt sae dun wan dem....defintely nt liddat de....haix..i n J, Sh n S..short term can...budden long term..i n Sh surely die de....sum times i feel tad i n Sh are missionaries liddat..goin around helpin ppl..its gd..but gradually e prob will b lying btween ourselves....sad sad sad..nvm..will try mi best durin holidaes..e best method is 2 face it n daring 2 do it..takin e xtra mile or a further step..haix...tads e truth..muz go study le...o yar...n to D..i dun dare 2 tel u tis..juz hope u can read tis... i dun dare 2 agree coz i scare u'll b e next 1..next victim..i dun wan tis 2 happen..dun wanna hurt ani1 n miself 2 le..i dun noe..an equation tad can neva b solved: complicated realtionships + stress + tired + confused+ blur+ scared = ans? e prob ish i dun even noe...scared of e future..

And so what's your beauty? ;