Lost In Beauty-

Thursday, February 17, 2005

yoxxz..shld i sae mornin or nite?..1+ plus liao mar...todae feelin suxz...dunnoe y but cheered up at ah hAn's huse lar...mayb ba'xz...its lik..suddenly giv dis kind of decision, den its lik shock lor..neva xpect de lor..gt tink of tad b4..budden juz doesznt seem rite lor..if we cant work together den wad fer force each otha???!!..i noe mr lee can spent tym bondin but y don we rather spend e tym workin fer the compeition??!!..its lik no tym liao lor...its lik..i juz couldnt accept lor...my heart juz simply drop..i dun mean aniting lik feel ur nort up 2 standard or dun lik u or wadeva..its lik bu xi guan lor..dun wan tings 2 turn out tad wae seriously lor...hu would wan? i noe ms surely wouldnt mind cos dey r gd frrens but dey rest of us dis***** liao lei...i dare oni tel yl hao i feel but nort ms cos i simply cannot tel true feelins bcos mayb she's juz juz 2 close 2 her liao baxz..I REALI REALI DUN WAN TINGS TO TURN OUT DIS WAE LOR!!!!..its bein reali unfair 2 us..we train liao denum tel us 1 of us will b elimated but oni go nex yr..SHUO UNFAIR!!!..can sae i n shu han ish flunk tests blah blah wadeva fer all dis trainin..but i dun mind cos i felt tad it was worth it..but now everything seems rong..everything seems shuo crucial...everytym i go aniware its oso compete here, compete dere, stress here , stress dere..oso enuff of hmk liao lor...its reali beta fer mi if **'re r nort here..i sae dis becos ur mi fren n shld sae true..wad fer ask fer our ** **** wen ur r makin **% of e decision?..i seriously mean no serious or indirect shoot 2 anione..juz sae out my feelins cos DIS IS MY BLOG!!..hate it sia wen i hav 2 scream wen im stressed...its shuo damn sickeninin..i dun feel comfortable workin as a team llor...u even said tad we cant work 2gether..DEN WAD FER????!!...fine i gt no choice...but 2 live wif it...shuo damn tired...dun wan efforts 2 go waste wen u dun get e ting u wan..losing everyting..endin up wif flunkin ur tests..failin ur exams...haix..so damn sick..unfair..ish e word..shuo glad my ma understands mi..use 2 tink she would defintely scold mi den die..but nw..thx god..she's vv understandin..c mi suffer she xin tong..haha..jkjk..shuo glad we're mothers n duaughters..love u mum..*muackz*....

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