i'm now caught in a dilema, my head's spinnin', dis world sux, i don giv a damn, animore. i'm tired ***** i noe its harder on euu, but u probably don noe hao i feel, i don even noe hu i lurrve, i'm such a loser, its lik a maze,but's it diferent cos its in e dark, and i cant even find my own light. i cant even find my wae out. i dun even noe ware to step, i dun even noe hao to continue. it hard, u noe. seems lik im shuo damn free. i've got shuo mani tings to du, to complete, to accomplish, i've got so mani looks to choose,so mani of dem, to look at. tads wad u said. but u dont noe, dey arent'. to me, dey're juz a bunch of enjoyment n delight dey oni go fer looks. but ur different, inoe ur true n i arent playin, im juz lost. i dun noe hao to answer to hao mani thousands of ppl out dere, du i even hav e tym? dis ish e question tad kips repeatin in my head. to me, it seems like i dont. if i could, i would save time in a bottle, i'll save it up n spent it wif u. true? ish it true? ish my heart reali dere? fer euu? e sad truth is- i don even noe i don even noe wad i wan, wad i aim fer im shuo sori, so sori........ i don wan to make choices i'll regret, n hurt e ppl ard mi...
