wen's my break cumin? dis hols dun seem lik hols n it iznt goin to b one..sjab fac nationals trainin, sjab dae rehearsal, sec 2 camp, sjab camp,art project, hmk, lit project n drama, tuition..ware's ,y tym?..all dis ish overwhelmin..no one understands..trainin trainin n trainin..tired..phyiscally n mentally..mayb mentally ba..fer ****..all my motivation all drive down to 0 alreadi..sick n tired of all dis shit..damn..its lik damn zero lor..its lik controllin my life..damn..burt its lik a duty n responsibilty i cant let go off.. nw muz pia all hmk finish first b4 lettin my mind set sum ware in peace..sick lar..i mish him..i reali du..i wanna c him..lord..plx