Lost In Beauty-

Saturday, August 20, 2005

i decided i muz b motivated n study hard le..no tym to waste..left few weeks to score wel..kinda hard..burt beta manage tym wel n spent more on studyin...yuppx...its either course a2 or b1 yar..burt course a2 ish ss+geog shuo nort vv gd lei..donnoe lar..burt muz study hard e best..ystd felt shuo batrayed n backstabbed..sum freakin ppl in 2** made mi hurt lar..e 2 suckers..n ***..i cant believe she didn wan tel mi e truth..i don mean to shoot her..reali..she impt in my life lar..she noes it..i tot i told her b4 aniting seriously can tel mi cos i reali trust her..n e nite before she juz told mi smth..n yet..nvm..its juz a small matter..don blow it..tads wad bro said..bro matured le..shuo gd..muz thx him fer pei-ying mi e whole dae ystd..n ah zhan..o yar..muz cal sherry..ai yar..wad hav i n her becum? wif her by the side..or ppl in e way..mayb its my fault..mi n her's fault?..burt she's lik shuo innocent..donnoe hao to c tings..as in..i donnoe hao to sae..****** ish lik kip sayin bout someone..as in kip lor..non-stop..e two of us nort meant to b dere n owaes as in OWAES here to hear u speak tad stuff...its lik shuo sickenin..u look at it..ur atti n e past weeks..e tym..hav u let us alone before? besides takin our bus together at e bus stop..r we tad patheic?..i tink oni sum ppl wil understand wad im tokin bout...im reali sick of her lar..goin:" *pouts her mouth* ****'* ** ******?" tad kind of shit stuff..enuff means enuff lor..i don even go tad far..neither does sherry, jas, sam or wad..*** **** another one..i don noe lar..i reali wan to b vv mean to dis ppl..burtt i tink nobody wil noe y i liddat..xcept fer bro ba..e rez wil think tad im uz plain mean..nort even shery wil noe y..oni one-sided wil nort work lor..wil neva lorr..haix..break my heart..shuo mani ppl now..haix..e fuckin 2 oso..in my clas..one act cute n innocent..e otha act tua..wadeva..dey noe my situation shuo plz shuddup..

its time i put my protective net ova myself n take gd care of myself..tad i won fal hurt easily n raise my awareness..time i b heart-less..burt him..i donnoe..

And so what's your beauty? ;