Lost In Beauty-

Saturday, December 31, 2005

todae han help mi wif dis blog..yar..was rather excited burt at e same tym disappointed. Dis blog was made fer dem. Fer the hearts and eyes. I am truly utterly disappointed in dem. Less than half an hr n 2006 ish comin. Hav i accomplished wad i wan? its obvious tad we're upset..n e decision lies withtin dem..y would dey condemn us? n label us? jus bcos we achieved smth dey did nort b4? ish tad true? i jus don wan tad to happen..a new yr ish comin ahead n im seriously nort prepared fer ut..dis whole ting has made mi feel shuo insecure, shuo disappointed..i don wan to ever face dose shit again ..seriously..ish it worth it? i kip askin myself..okies let nort look on e bibical side, 4 God..ish it reali worth? to work n blindly serve dis ppl wen dey treat u lik gems at first n den shit later..its lik we've been used n den thrown later..lik wad?..wad dis?.

dey won noe wads its lik to b tad..bein condemned..bein thrown aft used..e feelin ish nort gd..no 1 would lik tad..of all e ppl, of all e yr *, y r we e ones?

I am utterly disappointed. You don have to b committed n strive fer it to get wad u wan.

Dont snatch away my hopes and dreams when dis ish oni e beginning.

*I did not label or personal attack anyone in dis post. If i have ever offended ani 1 in dis blog, shuo b it. Tis' my voice n heart speakin. No one can stop it.

And so what's your beauty? ;