today i learn a lot of tings or lets say i got to noe more bout the ppl next to me..but firstly i wanna wish my dearest yeo shu han HAPPY SWEET 16 BIRTHDAY! u have grown! hahahs, i went thru a lot of tings wif ya heys so babe, we ve grown lots together. i reali mish ya wen im in sj. tings are shuo different. ni yao zhi dao wo zhen de hen teng ni de! havin known u as a fren ish really a ting tad changed n impacted my life. im glad to have grown thru a lot of tings wif u, bcos smths oni u can understand n c hao i feel. u feel i feel, all the same. shuo sweet rite we all. all dese sweet memories mus bri along wif u wen u leave zhss kays! haix, men..hao i wish u sec3..
now to move on to kor kor le..today u finally tok to me! although i noe u will neva see this blog n u oso neva tell me hu u like all tad, i wan to tell u..ive not lose u as a brother yet..i reali hope we last as frens.its like.at times we will see the true colours of one. finally.whether dey are our true frens a not.i donnoe hao to sae.i have shuo mani thousands tings to tel u until i cant rmrb wads it. i jus wanna sae. im here fer u n to listen to u. u mus oso listen to me kays.i may not be the bes adviser nor bes listener but im here fer u. although i was busy with sj, but still i reali wanted to spend time with ur. not tad i wanted but its was my responsibilty. i was oso in a hard position yar.
now to my fac team. i have failed to be ur leader. it was one of the worst leaders in zhsj history rite. i now i gave the most attitude, flared up the most and cried the most. trainings werent enjoyable. we walked into this journey together. we finally got out of it. arent u happy? i am.
i truly am. bcos life in dere was hard. u can say i was weak or directly i am a lousy weak leader. but heys 2 years of fac can kill yea? cos parents hmk n all tad shit. me myself. im not a self-motivated nor vv positive person but yet wen ur r all shuo dead, i have to go n motivate ur n wake ur up. mus u noe, act lik im not tired. my 2 yrs of fac is different. the passion in our team ish vv differnt frm the previous one. it neva seems rite. ur don realli aim, focus or thought of anything properly b4. wad do u reali want?hav ur ever tot abt it?seems lik sum stupid question but tads y we go about aimlessly.everytime aft tekan sessions, all tad voice out sessions we r always stil bac to square one.rite?arent we liddat? i walked hard thru dis journey bcos i reali saw the true colors of ppl.some i neva expected to b dere fer me helped me while ppl tad i tot was goin to help me left me. ive neva regretted inthe decisions i made in my whole life n today i want to tell all of u dis- be it whether u are stressed a not. if u realli want it, then it is up to YOU n to ME. there was no such ting as im alone in our dictionary.
