Lost In Beauty-

Thursday, May 24, 2007

I can't deny this, I'm affected.

I can't believe whats happening and that your're such a coward. You don't even have the guts to tell me. All this fucking shit that I hear. And I always hear from people. People in my life. People in your life. People everywhere.Except from you.

And I'm so sick of this. I'm so shocked because finally I see something, evidence of what people are saying, all that stuff and shit turned out to be so damn true. Your're such an idiot and now I really feel like whacking you.

And so it's true.

All I could say was that I must have been so fuckingly blind at that moment.

All these scolding towards you really doesn't matter to you now. Because you've practically forgotten everything and bascially nothing is left behind. But can't you just speak out?

Everything was a mistake and perphaps this was the best ending. The only way to get us out of it. Yar, thanks to you. You solved everything. How great and kind you have been.

I neglected things, I overviewed everything. Because I was busy. So if you blame it on me, sorry, I will apologised because part of everything is my fault.

It really doesn't matter to you anymore.

I was blind in the beginning.

Only Valerie cares.

Get out of my life. I don't want to hate you.

Labels: To hell with you.

And so what's your beauty? ;