Lost In Beauty-

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

My holidays don't seem to be like a holiday..there's still school, still must like 6am wake up eveyday..its so...okay, I should already be prepared cos it's like expected because I am a sec 4. Fine..

I can take like 2-3 hours just doing one chem paper. I'm so shock at myself...Because I end up spendin half or an hour flipping through whole textbook to find answers cos i cant rmrb a single thing...There's still tuition papers and school paper...The workload never seems to end...And I have not started revision...O Level SPA Phyiscs is like next week...

Gosh, my efficient rate now is very slow.

Was reading through my messages and saw yours. And when i read those messages sent in the past, I felt disgusted. Because I suddenly thought that these words told to me are also going to be told to her.

Oh, how easy your words and promises just go like that. So fast and steady, aren't you?

To think you were the one that asked me if i could hold on, if i could keep that promise. What a joke. And you can still now act like an innocent young kid.

I'm so disgusted between you and her.

I'll just get on with my life as usual. Because you were never part of it. Got it?

Labels: So Whatever.

And so what's your beauty? ;